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3.9.15

In case you didn’t notice, it snowed on Thursday. What I mean by that is that snowmagedden hit Philly Thursday and pretty much everywhere surrounding it. I so wisely was proactive and changed my Thursday afternoon flight for the red eye at 6am so that I could get out before the snow made it impossible. By Wednesday afternoon, the red eye was cancelled, then the afternoon flight was cancelled. Weighing the options, I decided to go ahead and get a ticket for the red eye on Friday. I’d miss Thursday night, but at least I’d get to Atlanta by 8:30am Friday. And, then Thursday night as I was finishing packing, my Friday flight got cancelled because the plane didn’t make it there. I frantically called the airline where I was told there were no seats to Atlanta out of Philly, Newark, or Baltimore until Saturday night. All the remaining flights were already overbooked from all the changes and cancellations. Then, I cried a little…which led to Ashlyn texting me this from after the girls went to bed.

Oh, that girl. For her sake, I hope she outgrows that squeak. For my sake, I hope she never does.

The only option left was to go ahead to the airport and wait to see if someone didn’t show up for one of the other flights to Atlanta. So, I woke at 2am, left the house by 3am, got to the airport by 4am, then waited. One flight left for Atlanta full. There were two more morning flights that were overbooked already.

I prayed.

Lord, I only want what you want. If you need me at home this weekend, if Helen needs me home this weekend, then make it clear that I need to be home. But, if you want me to serve you and be served by you in Atlanta this weekend instead, make a way where it looks like there is no way this morning. Three tries, then home I’ll go.

Then, I heard my name horribly mispronounced but recognizable over the loud speaker. There was a seat on the flight to Chicago that I was being offered where I could then try to get a standby ticket to Atlanta. What? Seriously? Chicago? She told me there was no way I’d get from Philly to Atlanta but that I’d have a better chance out of Chicago. But, there were no guarantees when. And, I needed to decide right now. The doors were closing. Fine, I’ll do it. I had just finished praying when I had heard my name. I had to try. It was almost as if God Himself had called my name at that exact time (though He said it right). As she entered my name into the system, she looked confused and told me to shush as I tried to ask what was going on. As she was entering my name for the flight to Chicago, the next available flight to Atlanta out of Chicago that was also overbooked suddenly showed one seat available. And, I got it.

tsf sign C4C

Late I was. But, I made it. And, blessed I was–teaching from a speaker clearly gifted by God to communicate His truth and promises, red carpet treatment, so many sweet conversations with other mamas, hugs from a mama adopting one of my sweet little friends in the orphanage where we serve, hugs from a mama whose son is a boy I advocated for, a meal shared with two teammates from the next orphanage trip who I’d never met in person, and late night giggles and conversations with girlfriends I treasure (and wish I could force to move closer).

C4C girls

God made a way for me to get there and had something special for me there, allowing me to pause from trying so hard to do and simply allow Him to do for me through the words and service of others.

The perfect beginning–the perfect truth to learn–as March Madness begins.

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Posted by Kelly the Overthinker
Filed Under: The Sparrow Fund

We’re all nesting

3.4.15

There’s a crib in my house. It’s been set up for about a week now, and I still can’t quite get past it. There’s actually a crib in the room across the hall from my room. And, to make it even more mind boggling, soon there’s going to be an itty bitty little person laying in it.

Helen’s official due date is 2 weeks from today—March 18th. I told Helen she was nesting as I watched her attempt to organize her room and fold little pink things she’s received as gifts. She kept going and then finally asked me what I was saying after maybe the third time I said it. Apparently, she thought I told her she was nasty. Don’t worry; I assured her she was not and that she’s absolutely adorable with her big round belly and the way she slowly goes up the stairs, catching her breath with nearly every step.

I made a what-to-do-when-it’s-time list with all the important information (of course, I did)…and I laminated it, you know, just in case I freak out when she tells me her water broke and proceed to spit out the coffee in my mouth right onto the doctor’s phone number (of course, I laminated it). The list is hanging in our kitchen prominently, a reminder all day long that our worlds are about to change, in case her belly isn’t enough.

labor list

That baby has to stay put until next week though. I committed to going to a conference for adoptive moms in Atlanta this weekend before we even knew about this baby. I have offered to forego it and stay home staring at my list and Helen’s tummy. But, Helen has told me to go ahead. She has no real signs of impending labor at this point, and she knows I really want to go to this. So, I’m going to go, despite another snow storm coming tomorrow (#sodonewithwinter). But, I’ve got a quick(ish) getaway plan in place in case of emergency (i.e., “the call” from my husband saying “we need you NOW”). And, I’m putting Helen on bedrest from tomorrow until Sunday for good measure.

Our prayer this week—no baby. Next week? Okay, Jesus, we’re ready to go. Let’s meet this sweet thing who has turned our worlds upside down for the last 6 months. 

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Posted by Kelly the Overthinker
Filed Under: daily life, Helen

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