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In the End {The Big Election 2012}

11.7.12

I actually was one of those annoying callers. Back in the 90s when there was no technology for automated calls besides dialing the number and pushing play on a cassette tape, political parties actually used real people to make those calls. Apparently when high schoolers with initiative called the county party headquarters saying we wanted to enlist, paid people breathed a big sigh of relief because they just were handed new callers. I likely sported my red, white, and blue those nights in the Republican office headquarters where I sat in a conference room and proudly served my country by making annoying phone calls.

Times have changed, and I have changed. Back then, I’d get all worked up over all the hot topics and roll my eyes at the adults around me who did not. Now, I’m the old lady on the other side of those calls, hanging up before the automated voice even starts up and wondering why some people are all worked up anyway.

Have the years made me lose my idealism? Am I that jaded adult now who replaced my rose-colored glasses with reading glasses?

Despite the chaos of the day yesterday with my mom who now has a diagnosis of Epstein-Barr being treated like Patient 0, I got over to the library to do my part and show my appreciation for the freedom we have. I voted–and took this I’m-a-frazzled-mom-voting picture to prove it. Then I went back to my house and continued to go about checking things off my to-do list. Soliciting voters to get out there and support the candidate I had deemed the better one wasn’t on that list.

When we put the kids to bed last night and prayed with them, Ashlyn thanked God for our good day, prayed for Nanma in the hospital, and then said these words:

“I pray about the election. If the person we voted for wins, let us be happy. And, if the person we didn’t vote for wins, help us to be happy anyway.” 

Amen, my little girlie with a big ole heart and rose-colored glasses.

Help us be happy regardless.

The reality is that I’m more idealistic than ever because I now see God as bigger than all this. There’s no authority over Him, and He manages to set up kings and rulers in their positions of authority whether or not they know who He is. No president can supersede His platform. Glad to be a small part of His campaign.

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Are we ready for this?

11.6.12

My mom’s in isolation.

Last night, she and my dad got back from a 3 week serving trip to China. She had been sick for days there–fever, no energy, barely able to leave their hotel room. This morning, they were ordered to the ER for tests. And, now, infectious disease has been brought in and she’s in isolation as they run all sorts of tests and do ultrasounds and try to rule all possible diagnoses out. All I can picture are those guys in white suits from ET with tarps and masks. But, it’s my mom and dad in the middle of it all instead of a weird looking yet endearing alien.

I’m sure she’s fine. I’m a little anxious and quick to answer all nonpolitical phone calls; but, I’m sure she’s fine. Just waiting to hear that for sure. They’ve ruled out meningitis. They think it’s viral. She’ll be fine.

The wife of the other man serving there? She’s in the hospital too today. During the last few days of their time there, a kidney stone gave her the enlightening experience of spending some time in a the No. 1 people’s hospital where they were. Fortunately, with the help of some percocet (possibly horse tranquilizers?) they purchased at a 7-11 for the equivalent of $1.60 she managed to get on that plane and get home with my parents. But, she’s back in the hospital now too.

And, here I am, asking myself, Really? Are we ready for this? We’re already in this. My mom’s in isolation for goodness sake. But, are we ready for this?

Mark heard the call last May. Since then, we’ve been testing it, talking, praying, considering. At every point, that call has been confirmed. We’ve taken small steps forward, still testing, making sure. And, He’s led each step to another step. And, so we keep walking forward, getting more certain as time has passed and feeling the energy build as we know we were on the verge of something big.

As I run around today with my cell phone attached to me, fielding texts and calling my dad and getting my home ready to host a big dinner for people serving right here in our own area…all while all the kids have been home and some national event today required me to get out there and get my voice heard…I’m asking the questions we need to ask.

Are we ready to step into this thing? 

And, the only answer I can come up with is that we can’t not.

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