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foreigners in fog

10.11.14

There was an American couple sitting next to me on the plane ride here. They were retired. He wore a button down shirt; she wore dark lipstick. It took a while to get her carryon into the overhead bin as it was overflowing with clothing for their 10 day tour of China.

Near arrival, I noticed them fussing with completing their arrival card, so I offered a little bit of help. Since that seemed to fluster them a bit, I thought I’d do some preparing because that always helps at home, you know, one of those just-so-you-know-what-to-expect little conversations.

When you get off the plane, you’re going to go up an escalator and then follow the signs to immigration. There will be a bunch of different line options. Just go to the far left where it says “FOREIGNERS.”

Foreigners? But, we’re not foreigners.

Um, you’re about to be.

Pause.

Does it really say “foreigners”? Wow, they have a sense of humor, huh?

Me. dumbfounded.

 

The team started early today and hit the ground running.

Breakfast -> Great Wall -> Lunch -> Tiananmen Square -> Pearl Market -> Dinner.

There was a dense fog today which made climbing the Great Wall a different experience. What I’ve seen as a clear view on previous trips there where we could see the winding path ahead of us for a great distance was completely obstructed. At one point, I looked upwards and could not see an enclosed lookout type of structure that was literally 30 feet ahead of me. I could have yelled out and had a conversation with someone standing there yet could not see it at all.

We are foreigners here. As much as I love this place, we are foreigners here. My heart for it does not make me a member of it. It is a privilege to be here, to be welcomed into this place where we do not belong. We have the privilege of being ambassadors, and we cannot take that lightly. The way before us isn’t totally clear. In fact, we can barely see the door right before us until we’re right there needing to walk through it. But, we know the path is there even though we can’t see it. It’s there, and we’re going to keep walking. We don’t need to see it all now to be obedient. We just need to take the next step.

Leaving in less than 12 hours to fly to the province where we will serve.

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we’re here

10.10.14

You know how you forget pain? You know…you know that it hurt really bad but you can’t actually remember what it felt like? It’s what makes you willing to have a second child.

That’s what the flight to China is like. I remember that it’s long. I know that I get antsy and uncomfortable. I know that about 1/3 of the way in, I will look at the flight tracker and think, “Good gracious, that can’t be right.” I know all that in my head but don’t really remember how long it is.

Man, that flight is painfully long.

But, we’re here. We’re in China. Even at night as we drove to our hotel, the familiar sights of crowded buses, bike riders with face masks, small trucks filled with some sort of goods, flashing lights, and princess looking restaurant hostesses welcoming patrons welcomed us home.

But, as of this exact moment at 10:25pm China time which is who knows what time according to my body clock, there is a very nice white fluffed bed that is calling my name.

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and here we go

10.9.14

no more days

Hoping to blog. Not promising anything. Days are long and the work is the priority. But, I’ll do my best to bring ya’ll into it because it’s going to be amazing.

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For them as I go

10.8.14

notes for kidsThey will find them tomorrow some time after school as my plane is hours into the air already. They’ll read my words as they munch on sweet treats I’ve counted out and put into little baggies for them. And, wherever I am as I am flying somewhere overhead, I’ll be imagining them holding their cards before they run off to do homework and build Lego creations.

Just in case two of the four cards get lost between now and forever…I’m preserving the messages here.

Dear Drew – Most of your friends’ mommies go to work while they are in school. They come home and make dinner, play with them, help them with homework, and all that good mommy stuff. But, your mommy is a little different, huh? Your mommy goes to China sometimes. I know it isn’t easy to have me travel far away and that my travels change the morning routine and bedtime schedule which can make everything hard. Know that I am going because we are a family who is willing to do hard stuff when God calls us to do it. For the next couple weeks, I’ll be praying for you as you do the hard stuff at home without mommy. And, you pray for me as I do the hard stuff encouraging nannies and taking care of babies who don’t have mommies whose days are hard everyday. I’ll be home soon with lots of stories and kisses to give you.

Dear Lydia – I need to tell you something in case you forget. I am excited to go again to China where we first met you. I am excited to see the ladies who took care of you and brought you to us to be your family. It means a lot to me and it means a lot to them when I can show them your picture and tell them how happy you are and how much we love you. Please remember that even though going to China is very exciting, YOU are more exciting. I will miss you so much and will think of you every day and every night while I’m gone. Daddy and the big kids will take good care of you until I am back. And, when I do come home, you better be ready for lots and lots of snuggles.

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