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For my daughter as we go

5.19.15

Are you ready for this trip to China, dear one?

While your sister has been making packing lists and shopping lists and preparing for her first trip to China, you’ve kinda been preparing too. You aren’t going to China like Ashlyn is and Mommy and Daddy are, at least not right now. But, I kinda think you’ve been working on getting ready in your heart for what is happening. While we’ve been preparing to go, you’ve been preparing to stay home without us. You’ve been asking me what day it is and how many more days until there are until we leave. You’ve been telling me how you feel and that you’ll miss me—you are so good with using your words now. And, you’ve been writing me a lot of notes. This one is probably my favorite.

Translation:  I will miss you so much all the way to Pluto. That's right.  For Mommy.

Translation:
I will miss you so much all the way to Pluto. That’s right.
For Mommy.

I know this isn’t easy for you. I know it’s hard to have Mommy and Daddy and now Ashlyn too leave for such a long time. I know that 15 days can feel so long. I want you to know that we aren’t leaving because it’s boring here, and we want to have fun without you. We aren’t leaving just because we like to travel the world and take long plane rides. We are going because God wants us to go, and we are a family who is committed to doing what God wants us to do above all else. We can’t just do what we want to do do; we have to do what He wants us to do. And, right now, that means that we’re going to China to love others and serve others and work hard even when we’re so so tired and even when we miss you and just want to be home snuggling with you, tickling you, and reading you books.

I love you all the way to Pluto…that’s right…and Pluto is a whole lot further away than China (it’s more than 500 million times further away…I actually checked). So, you better remember that I really really really love you all the way to China…and back again.

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Posted by Kelly the Overthinker
Filed Under: China, why can't they just stay little forever

She’s packed. I’m not.

5.15.15

IMG_5050She pleaded to go to, literally begged.

We said she was too young; she said she could handle it. We said it would mean long days; she said she’d rally. We said there would only be Chinese food…and no forks; she said she’ll eat anything and that she’d practice. We said we couldn’t cover her entire cost, that she’d have to raise enough support to cover her plane ticket; and she said she’d do it.

We said yes, and she did some figurative cartwheels and then got moving, painting beads to sell and sending out support letters. She even asked for support for her trip instead of birthday presents, putting every spare dime in this jar that she decorated herself. We watched that jar fill up over the months. Now, days before we board a plane together for China, she has emptied that jar to the tune of $920 towards the plane trip and $200 to spend there.

To say that she’s excited for this adventure would be an understatement.

While I’m looking at t0-do lists, stacking up piles of stuff that is all supposed to somehow make it to China, putting away Lydia’s winter clothes so that Grammy can find something to put her in everyday while we’re gone, and organizing our freezer so she can feed the rest of our clan, Ashlyn’s fully packed. Like done. Like ready to zip that baby up, check it in, and say zài jiàn.

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Yes, that’s an “I love China” shirt right on top there.

The good news is that all her goodies fit very nicely into half of her suitcase. Saweeeet. I’m claiming the other half.

#5daystogo

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Filed Under: China

Counting down

5.6.15

paper chain in china

Look what I saw on my iPhone today. There’s a new paper chain in town…well, it’s not in my town since it’s about 7,000 miles away at present. Everyday, Caleb’s taking a link off just like he did here when he was counting down to when he would return home to China. But, this time, he’s counting down to something else.

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Us.

Two weeks from today, I’m going back. This time, I’m not leading a team; I’m just a team member under the leadership of my favorite leader in the world who I happen to be married to. And, as if that’s not sweet enough of a deal, Ashlyn’s serving beside me.

Helen…Caleb…Baby Grace…serving with a team at a university…with my husband…and my daughter…and tagging on a little side trip to take her to the orphanage where I’ll be serving again next time I’m in China and where her little sister was cared for until she was ours.

Oh boy. I’m pumped.

We may need our own paper chain.

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Posted by Kelly the Overthinker
Filed Under: China, Helen, posts I can't really tag

Their Vision is Valuable

4.30.15

What if…

A whole lot of greatness starts with those two words. When Ben Leaman, a professional photographer and personal friend, joined our TSF team for the second time to serve at an orphanage in Shaanxi, China where 300 children, most of whom have some sort of special need, call home, we asked a few questions that started with those two words.

What if…

What if we used our giftedness to offer something that had not been done there before? What if we offered children an opportunity to capture the world…their world…in an image? What if we offered some sort of workshop to call out their creative spirits while teaching them about life in the process?

That’s how it all started. We asked what if and then we slowly moved forward step by step as doors opened before us.

In October 2014, only 7 months ago, our team of 15 in partnership with America World traveled clear across the world to serve children without families and those who care for them day in and day out. At 4pm everyday we were there, we paired up one-on-one with 12 children the orphanage selected for our special class and saw a miracle happen.

Ben spoke truth about how shadows serve as a reminder that we make an impact on the world, how colors reflect emotions and how emotions are part of who we are, and how we are created beautifully simply as we are and that beauty is all around us even when it may seem hidden.

Those children’s lives were changed through this workshop as God spoke through Ben and the rest of our team and affirmed each one of these children that their vision is valuable and they are valuable. And, our lives were changed too as we got to take part in it.

What if…

We came home from China asking those words again. This time, they led us to something in our own neighborhood rather than to China.

Tomorrow night, we will be hosting the premier exhibit featuring a sample of the images these children captured. 30 large-scale pieces of art will be on display as well as pictures of the artists themselves. We are fully expecting to have a crowd show up to take it all in. And, we can’t wait because we know that miracles don’t just happen during a weeklong workshop on the other side of the world; miracles happen right here too. We trust that this exhibit is going to change the lives of those who come as they enter into the beauty and the stories of the children who captured it.

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therevisionisvaluable

We’re already thinking through what it would take to make this exhibit a traveling one. While it seems like a crazy thing as I look at the sheer volume of the 30 large framed pictures in my living room all ready to meet the world on Friday, we can’t help but ask…what if…

If you want to be on that list to first hear about what would be involved in bringing this exhibit to your hometown or your church or ministry, email me at kraudenbush@sparrow-fund.org, and I’ll be sure to send you information as soon as we put it together.

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Posted by Kelly the Overthinker
Filed Under: China, Orphans, The Sparrow Fund

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